I feel like a nightmare

I feel like a nightmare,
like the dreams that never end.
i wasnt a part of it before,
but its tearing me down instead.
Dont let this get a hold of me,
please stop it before it chokes me.
When I cant see who I am,
and I cant seem to breathe.
When I dont know where to turn,
even if you are right there to guide me.
I need you here to save me from this nightmare!
To tell me what is real or not!
To tell me what is wrong with me...
Why do I not recognize myself anymore?
Im not who I used to be,
but why?
I still dont know,
and I feel like I've lost my mind.

I'm scared, and feel lost in my thoughts.
I don't know which way to turn.
"who am I? What have I become?"
Because I don't know anymore.